I know you love me.. baby i know you do..!!

I know you love me.. baby i know you do..

you dont show to the world.. but its nothing new..

there are moments when the timing is perfect..

when the moon is full and the breeze so cold..

the vintage car moves so slow.. when your heart beats loud..

its when that something inside me shouts..!!

coz i know you love me.. baby i know you do..

there might be some reasons that we donot share our temptations..

to others it might not be any relation..

the stars are not shining so bright..

our destinies might never coincide..

the sky might never be our destination..

the world may seem nothing but an illusion..

but i know deep down.. u think what i want to be..

and the time we spent together..

floods back into your memories..!!

but i still believe i matter a little..

tieing our knot of faith we might never move around..

but this aint the reason that we donot feel connected..

when your eyes lower down and when the world fades out..

i know you feel my presence some how..

you might not show to others but thats not i want..

this aint what i desire..

coz i know you love me.. baby i know you do..

when i saw you with an other guy..

believe me i felt nothing like sorry..

i saw you happy and thats what i cherished..

i'll survive those moments i spent and those dreams i saw..

again and again and that would surely be a gain..

nothing more can i desire..

all i ever wanted i got in seeing you contented..

stars in your eyes and light on your face..

visions of peace and a sign of grace..

what more can i say.. you have got the perfect soul..

words are not enough to admire your enigma..

but all i can try is to give a fair idea..

forgive me if i was ever rude..

m sure you will..

coz i know you love me.. baby i know you do..

this night i saw a dream where you were near my heart..

i laughed in sleep coz i knew it can't be for real..

but was satisfied with the illusion i saw..

coz i know for real..

in the darkest and the safest place in your heart..

i have engraved a name.. what if as a stranger..

i know you'll still recall me some day..

coz i know you love me.. baby i know you do..!!

i see a dream every night..!!

The clock is showing me midnight..

my eyes want to decline into a land of mystical might..

every night i wish to wake in a world where my dreams exists..

where i mark my existance.. my speeches moves the mob..

the rest of the world cries my name.. i know the truth some how..

the next morning has nothing new to say..

practical thoughts are befalling on my way..

why can't i touch the stars..

why there's no dream come true moments for me..

yes heck m ordinary, doesnot this makes me a lil different..

jess m not blessed.. i know that for sure..

coz no fairy god mother will ever be there for me to console..

how can i struggle.. when there's no path.. please almighty show me some mercy..

every night i aspire.. to wake in a land of sweet truth..

though i know none of its parts will ever come true..

i know i wont dominate the rest..

i know there's nothing special..

all my expectations are compressed tight..

but still i cant help myself from seeing a dream every night..!! 

The old yellow tree..!!

An old yellow tree is all what i see..

on my way every morning.. strange i find its beauty..

this windy begining of the day i was amazed..

though one may pass without any exclaim..

but still it stands as magnificiently as ever..

unperturbed of the ignorance its yellow shine with all their glory..

it reminds me of my own story..

breeze do pass by it.. birds do chirp..

bees buzz around forming a chain of melody..

its trunk is hard showing the years it has passed..

the last days are it witnessing..

still with the old royality it serves all sincerely..

one day it'll fade.. but none of its sign are visible..

that beautiful yellow tree is placed as ever..

still glowing, still flowing.. still proving its dominance..

so what if the winters are near.. what if the barren twigs is all it'll have soon.. 

future is unpredictable.. but present is there in our hands..

be like the old yellow.. charm every moment..

sparkle your very existance.. time is not the test believe me..

attitude is the real criteria..

it sure is strange.. as strange as strange could be..

yet all i can see is that old yellow tree..!!

Welcome to the urban planet..!!

The high rise buildings.. the great city centre..

the plazas so crowded.. the shouts of the sky..

the speedy cars passing by.. the tapping of my converse..

glittering neons and no one near your soul..

welcome to the urban planet baby.. aint no time to console..!!

coz no one here cares.. if you die or live..

edges of superiority clash here for dominance..

dancing in the pubs baby make your survival..

water dripping.. stinky little apartment..

loans make up for my rentals..

smoke is the ultimate purity..

blackened is my heart..

i have learnt to survive here.. what if its hard..!!

i can see the pain but who cares i still pierce..

every part of my body to feel my existance..!!

glittering neons and no one near your soul..

welcome to the urban planet baby.. aint no time to console..!!

i heard people live here.. though they die every minute..

making dreams true.. many run from reality..

makes no sense.. still they desire..

knowing they wont come true..!!

but they donot understand..

waiting for love sometimes cost a life span..

god doesnot exist here.. roads are the only almighty..

worship your skills.. believe me they'll guide you to prosperity..!!

time running short.. scars of tries are now visible..

glittering neons and no one near your soul..

welcome to the urban planet baby.. aint no time to console..!!

Photograph..!!

As i looked on the paper pieces that showed the once me..
a sense of nostalgic feeling over whelms my heart..
strangely i have grown.. over with the toddler term..
done with the kiddo age.. sometimes i laugh, though mostly i cry..
don't know for what my heart flies high..!!
one of those pieces i found mom younger dad slimmer..
and brother lovelier.. pieces of our past joining to form our future..
those old guitar strings.. some old innocent memories..
those funny hairstyles n even amusing accessories..
everything recalling those sunny days of freedom and fun..
i wonder why that photograph remains so rigid even when the situation aroun 'em change..!!
showing their immortality.. they live the moment again and again..
wish is to capture the emotion not only the dark shadows..!
want to relive all the moments locked in that paper..
i want my past to merge with my present to give transparency..
want my every moment to get engraved in that paper..
to relive them when the world wishes me to fade forever ..!!

Fantasies becoming reality..!!

Going places wont work.. stuff dont work the way you desire..
desires dont occur out of some misfire..
winds blow though random, but find directions when required..!
structures and shapes all combine to form a feeling alive..
wants of a lifetime being expressed.. need to understand though is required..
i want the moon to shine bright and the sun to spread calm..
all i believe is in my heart.. mind can be confusing some time..
dreams are flowing like a tornado.. destructing the foundations of obstacles..
burning the new lamps of hope.. destiny is soon going to shape..
of something which was thought but never expressed..
eyes can see but heart can explain.. of the beauty that soon is to be witnessed..
flying high my name can be seen..
but i wont change.. no i wont..
change may the eternal but not my aim..
but stuff dont work the way you desire..
n desires dont occur out of some misfire..!!
believe in your self.. believe in your dreams..
n see your fantasies becoming reality..!!

something different tonight..!!

The moon lite night is showing me something different today..
ain't the same peaceful environ.. something little striking..
probably showing a faint glow of some mystery gearing..
my dreams are flying on a high note..
is this some omen..!?
god knows what this night has to show..
fading stars shining so bright.. almost blinding the mortal eye..
splendid blues have all the glittering tonight..
tried to understand, wanted to know the reason why..!?
don't know why.. don't know when.. the breeze became soothing..
dead silence suddenly made a melody..
piercing my soul the light did passed..
don't know where to go.. 'coz i do know the location but find no reason to be..
puzzled thoughts shaping up.. or shapes getting puzzled..!
this night has created a zeal that is hard to explain..
gosh i want to live my dreams.. make 'em all come true..
dont know but when the destiny will play its role for me to overcome,
this frictional light that is providing way but unclear..
god knows why this moon lite night is showing me something different today...!

Silence..!!

Words though convey meaning..

emotions are communicated through silence..!

speeches though attract ears..

real understanding is through eternal silence..!

world is though full of voices, which claim importance..

real need though is silence..!

a long silence can start a revolution,

even can end one..!!

silence thus is the real language of soul..

bridging all the differences..!

creating a state of harmony..

conveying the truth of humanity..!!!