dew drops...

as da sun arises frm da horizon...
with soft innocent reds coloring da massive blues...
dese crystals of water sparkle dere existance...
with a radiant glow dey splender da greens...
lyk jewels of royalty dey admire da divine's creation...

with dere brittle structure dey dominate da beauty..
though experiencing a short span dey survive da most...
wd a beauty dat enchants da mortals...
dey signify da innocence of love..
virgin n fresh providing life after death..!!

explaining da course of brightness after darkness...
dey live most of dere lyf...!!
providing relief n trust on divine dey alter da darker tyms...
though petite n weak...
bt 2gether dey form da cluster of lyf.....!!

lonely wait..!!

i think i heard sum1 i turned aroun n found nuthn bt da darkness...
da sound of ma lonliness was haunting ma survival...
da scriptures of ma isolated soul were ol aroun..
roots of ma origin were dieing..
thirsty 4 da liquidity of love, dey could wait no more...

collecting ol ma shattered dreams n lost expectations...
i tried 2 move on bt met wd a hurdle...
hurdle of ma forgotten sunny days was providing friction..
darkness aiding da blurdness of ma past, made difficult 2 remember...
of dose mirthful moments i survived..!!

liquid frm ma eyes found dere way..
coming down da height dey cleared ma vision...
da dust of lust n greed was washed away wd a calm sweet pain taking it's place...
sweetness of some blessed soul was 2 b experienced..
thus forcing ma heart 2 settle 4 a lonely wait..!!

silent winters....

dark it was... with a gentle sound da snow did fall...
breeze was cold as cold it could be..
dead silence surrounding da mortals...
freezing greens.. halting life..
da kingdom of isolation spreading its dominance..
every thin was gloomy as if dere was no life eva...

flyin in da vast stretches of blue no arial was seen...
da terrestrials were deep inside da soil..
no flesh of living was on da surface..
dead twigs n withered leaves paved da way of da approaching death...
da white was covering a darker era...
leavin wd an essense of a silent wait..!!

tym in da future was 2 witness a drastic scarcity...
wherin da deficiency of lively souls wud b da most sorrowfull..
expression of da end was quiet visible...
coldness in da blood was soon 2 b regretted...
da wait4 life was 2 b experienced...
shamelessly explaining da silent winters...!!

ol i want is my sanity back...!!

fooo..!! wd ol da burden n frustations gearin in ma lyf i really cant figure out any way 2 win my sanity back frm dis brutual society of ours... burdens r lyk ol aroun ranging frm studies to personal relations i mean dis frustation named demon has hijacked ol ma lyf...!! sum tym i thnk really hard 2 break dis web of frustations aroun me bt most of da tym i fail... n da reasons for ma failure r again many.. lack of gu frnz, defaulty education system, stupidity n irritation ol aroun r nly a few 2 b listed...!! i dont say m da most screwed person alive coz i knw many wd evn worser conditions bt dn i really dont knw wt 2 do... sum tyms i get ol +ve n resolve 2 start a fresh day bt at da end of da day thins get back 2 dere normal ( bi normal i mean miserable) state...!! i knw i shunt b pessimistic n olways shud look at da brighter side of da thins bt i thnk da person who wrote dis probably dint belived in dis crap himself... i mean lets b practical guys.. dese days finding brighter side in da miserable circumstances is lyk sayin sun revolves aroun earth....!!

how to hav an attitude without arrogance..!!??

well dis topic is quiet an essential 1... attitude is a priced possession dat evry individual shud hav... well da degree n kind of attitude certainly depends frm person 2 person bt still da aim n da method of addopting an attitude matching wd an individual's persona remains mostly da same..!! many a times attitude is mis judged as arrogance which is a very sad state coz where correct attitude brings popularity n followin arrogance brings miserable time in a person's life... nw v r in a state of answerin da question of hw 2 get a correct attitude... firstly u shud b very carefull in da way u cary n present urself.. coz its frequently said dat body language speaks ol abou ur background...!! n a proper n sophisticated body language is an important part of attitude..!! so a person wd a reasonabley correct body language wud mean a person wd gud n required attitude...!! lyk every 1 cn nt b a mathematician or a scientist or wteva in da same way every 1 cannot possess attitude... so b4 immitating sum 1's attitude think a million tyms... coz if u cn handle attitude it wud mean dominance over da rest but if u mis handle attitude den b ready 4 da darker side of ur life..!!

politics vs terrorism..!!

well dis topic 2 many appears quiet boring... n well it even appeared boring 2 me a few months ago bt dn with the current events occurin in our nation has forced me n many other teenagers 2 think seriously on dis topic...!! well if u ppl hav nt forgotten some political leader or whateva was so behind da lives of da north indians residin in maharashtra n evn some riots broke out coz of his approval n well da situation in maharashtra 4 north indians became lets say miserable bt wen dis terror attack on da state's capital mumbai took place dat leader or who so eva took a back seat...!! i mean in da tym of gr8 need where did his maratha power go..!! da whole thin sounds quiet amusingly astonishing 2 me...!! though m nt a very political aware person n u ppl readin dis may evn giv me a 1000 reasons nt 2 write ol dis bt den i think i hav a massive n dominant reason 2 write dis which is SAFETY of ma nation "india"... so ppl jus dont get influenced bi wteva u hear frm da leaders.. i mean c'mon use ur own brain n think a million tyms b4 doin sumthin.. coz remember ur lil step cn either b a boon or a bane 4 ur near n dear 1's..........!!

how can people b so neutral..!?

hey.. this is ma first tym.. n so m here 2 write on dis topic which is so goin round ma head 4 lyk quite sum tym now...!! i really cant undastand da damn reason of ppl aroun me being so neutral..!! i mean y da hell dey r nt lyk me.. i mean sum tym i thnk dat m da nly person alive who hav feelins... which includes love n hatred alyk...!! ppl hav so many reasons 2 luv sum 1 n further many 2 hate a sinical soul bt i really cant figure or crack ny reason 2 b neutral 2wards ny body 4 dat matter...!! either i'll luv sum1 or hate him\ her lyk hell bt i really cant b neutral...!! i thnk being human is ol abou feelin n havin sum sort of affection 2wards each other good or bad it doesnot matter.. bt ya being neutral or in otha words havin no feelins at ol abou an individual is wt astonishes me...!! sumtym it seems as if m da only person feelin dis way... coz atleast no 1 aroun me wu support dis... so ya m confused n writtin ma thoughts on ma blog might help...!! so m startin an important phase in ma lyf so dat i cn successfully express wt i wanna say abou ny damn thin happenin aroun me...!! :D