Happy with myself..

I don't want you to look me in the eyes,

i've got the phase out and have been living since then..

why was i not thinking back then, numbness dried the questioning spells..

you were not needed to express what i felt.

I could have won the world cause' i know how to be happy with myself,

Hard at first but i got the hang,

preach me not for i'm happy with myself!

They call me names and then type the emotions,

put together for they have got 'em all in proportions..

why did the pretension continued for the blind,

for then my head wasn't right.

Being strong has helped and i'll stick by,

the days of hanging on the edge did no wonder..

agreed it was a blunder,

but it made me learn to share happiness with myself!

I'm continuing the development trail..

pieces of which have long been shared..

i'm on a way that hasn't been explored and so am curious to death,

hold me not for i have achieved the goal long lost.

i am for me and the feeling's right..

darkness can't take the hope so bright.

I've left the musings and stayed up all night,

things have made me happy with myself!

Happy so that i can burn the past,

happy so i can tame the forgotten art..

pleased so i can mystify your charm,

for i have came down a mountain, rode the winds..

and have done the similar nuisance,

in my dreams you had no exit..

but the change disillusioned my sense,

and i'm back with being happy with myself!

Happy to express and happy to live,

in land where my days had to begin in a lame hope

and end in the way which was quite no exception..

Your existence won't have changed from any of my deals,

but am sated with myself,

for i've won the world cause' i know how to be happy with myself,

Hard at first but i got the hang,

preach me not for i'm happy with myself!