Left out..!!

I heard the ring.. picked up the call..

the voice was familiar but the message was small..

i thought i was mistaken.. but who would i trust..

no there was no one.. all i could see was the brownish red rust..

the meaning was clear..

i had not been invited.. i so was not expected..

how i felt.. no one would have guessed..

yes i was right.. i was left out..!!

left out from the familiar crowd.. oh i was left alone no doubt..!!

don't they want me anymore.. have they forgotten..

or i never existed for them, m i so rotten..!?

i never cared for my future coz i thought my past was still near..

i always held them not less then dear..

but it was a mistake.. i guess i know it now..

i wont held them guilty..

it was me who thought nothing great..

being alone sucks.. but being segregated hurts..

wish they knew how it feels to be treated like dirt..

i feel so left out.. like some unwanted piece of meat..

it was not justified but i don't own any of their rights to ask why..

withstanding all the eluding..

i know i donot hold any importance..

the gold has shined.. without me they take their wine..

the hopes are not that high..

yes i was right.. i was left out..!!

left out from the familiar crowd.. oh i was left alone no doubt..!!

you might feel it's untrue..

but the truth lies within.. what would i get..

nothing is in my way.. it hurts when no one wants your memory play..

i cannot exist.. please be near..

how i thought you would never go..

lets state the obvious.. you went but kept the pace low..

hasten or come back.. i'll cover what i lack..

they crossed my way.. the formality was written all over..

a nice hey was sure not the reasons i stopped by..

ignore me hard.. dont call me near..

coz i have learnt not to give away my dignity..

it sure might be your ability..

i'll start all over.. it has to be hard.. i agree..

but still it hurts the way they ignored..

i might try hard to cut it with a sword..

but i know it wouldn't..

yes i was right.. i was left out..!!

left out from the familiar crowd.. oh i was left alone no doubt..!!

you dont know how it feels..

but soon it's your turn to face.. time sure has got some wheels..

i was hurt.. will always be with the same feeling..

nothing hurts more then the not invited..

anyways please your self.. do what your heart desires..

i wouldn't look back.. thanks for your disapproval..

yes i was right.. i was left out..!!

left out from the familiar crowd.. oh i was left alone no doubt..!!